Under a Witches SkyAnd lo there he said: "I am darkness rising" — ‘an apparition bleeding into a dreaming skyDistilled in the timbre of windswept voices,black feathers enchant earth in fevered-songMagick ebbs & shimmers thru earthen veins,seething like a migration of hungry wolvesSilvery eyes peer, drinking the ether of souls;watching the spirit world fold into the mistsAnd where Shadows and Witches conjure,— myriad talons beshrew Winter’s prayerFor eons I hath wandered in forgotten lore — a sleep walker thru ash & fire, hunting ..Beneath Moon solemn and drifting,I covet thy ghostly figure velvet, undressingPools of
The Man and the MoonHer mouth corners hung themselvesand I began to wonder if that was the death of them.A simple, quiet death;without broken fingernails lining the wallswith the stripes of a despairing end.I began to ache with the questioning in my heartwith the echoes reverberating in my capillariesof her face scorching sunshine in her smileright before it crumpledand nothing was left but a frowning moonset firm in its resignation to an upcoming eclipse.
SpeakeasyI can feel you like a phantom,sensation without touch,like breath in winteror a misty mountain morningthat stays with meuntil the stars fall in evening.Your eyes contain the secretsyour lips would dare to betray,but your body tells the storyand I am tryingto read between the linesof your paperback smiles.A grazing touch, a covert glance,the memories remainas skin grows warm and redbeneath lying fingertipsthat claim incidental contacta thousand times a day.Of course,it's not the kind of thing we saywhen we are speakingwithout talking and feelingwithout touchingand thinking without knowing... all of the things
Dandelion QueenI dream of the ocean;that paper-thin line wherethe current swallows the starsand the water churns violet(you tell me to bequiet,dandelion queen, we'veheard all these words before)tonightI will sleep heavy and wake a few hours before dawn,only to forget my namemy wave-weathered heart will cry,I will cry (my biggest fearis drowning in too many of my own weighted wordsyou tell me to bequietso I can hear the world breathe)I want to go home
Overgrown ColorsRed like blood on a rose.White like bone and stars.Black like reclusiveness.Green like dead air.Orange like the savage instinct.Purity like a god's heart.Red like thawing hatred.White like a frozen, severe cry.Black like the night's deprived shadows.Green like the wind in the grass.Orange like the light in the shadows.Purity like the sun rising.So discharging through the moon in a wheeze is like luminous white, dispersed red.
We Can't Be Together.Every kiss you plant on my lips,Takes a little bit of my soul away.You're stealing the passion,You're invading my heart,And killing what emotion I've left untouched.Stop this.I can't love you.I've tried to before,Oh my god,Have I tried.Tried to unlock the doors to myself,Tried to open up,And let you in.But as soon as I took one look,Negativity took it's opportunity,And struck the hot iron I'd been molding.Every word you mutterMy knees falter under You're killing meYou're my kryptonite I'm your paradiseBut in this odd peace that seems to be approachingI can't find happiness.We aren't meant to be togetherBut this
WindowsHere am I, repeated, and beyond waits everythingbut everything is more than I can bear.I am not built for altitudenor looking far afield;groves and granite-sided mountainsstop my gazelike rest for every tired wing;a cover in the coldest timesnugged up beneath my chin.Windows nothing more,but safe lies there behind themas the chambered hours pass;safe sleeps there behind themon the soft side of the glass.
Poet as PainterThe worldYour dusty palette,The penYour muddied paintbrush:Dip intoThe impossibleColourOf imaginationAnd stainThe pristine slateWith anImage distilled.
BoyfriendI thought you were good.You WERE good.You played with my hair.You held me when I cried.You were a gentleman.You made me laugh.You kissed me.You loved me.I loved you.It was then that I learned the truth.The dirty, rotten, stinking truth.About you!You cheated.You played with her hair.You kissed her.You loved her.You made her laugh.I saw you – don’t you dare deny it.I saw you giving her that love.That same love you gave me.I break up with you.You don’t even seem to care.Did you ever love me at all?Or was it only ever her?Much later, you’ll realize what a mistake you made.I
with thanks to frosttwo roads diverged in a soulless dawnand you pull over,idling on the shoulder of route 50.it's a polaroid morning andthe world is as grainyand sleep-heavyas your eyes,and one million milesis not far enough.it plays back, filmstrip,blurred along the length ofoptic nerves,and here you are:facing a choice betweenonandout.and this?this loosejointed, hollowbodiedweightless ache--this is whatgonefeels like.
Dry Spell I am immobilized by time. by the idea that it is somehow slipping, fleeting, evaporating through the cracks of my fingers and high above my head. I am terrified by the incessant notion that no combination of thoughts, words, silences, or actions could possibly satiate it.I realize only now that it can never be filled: all which is tossed into it is swallowed in haste or stretched so far that it dissolves into non-being. I find that I am caught within its furrows much like the words it devo
untitledGold abundant at your feet,Heart ripe and pumping on your sleeve,And eternal admiration;To say happiness has evaded youWould be asylum-esque lunacyFor you have nothing to lose,Fate is on your side,The odds are in your favor infinitelyDo not waste the gift you’ve received
You Don't Know ItYou don't know it, but you kept me saneI nearly went over the edgeWith a knife in one hand and a gun in the otherBut you grabbed mePulled me back on my own two feetEmptied my handsAnd when you realized that I couldn't stand on my ownYou hugged meLike a mother would do for her childLike a friend would do for, dare I say, another friendYou don't know it, but when you saved meI felt freeI felt wanted I felt neededI felt, dare I say, lovedYou don't know it, but when you showed me kindnessI fell in loveIn love with your kindnessThat same sweet kindness you saved me withIt felt like I found a new homeOne that I could be, dare
Pull Her Hair/Stare At The StarsThe ghosts have crashed their shipon the other side of town,you can see it from the second floorall the way over here.You can see the white cloudsrising from the wreckand a nova of heat, a big brightnova of warmth pulling the moths and wolvesout from the woods (with their noses up and searching).You can smell the yearning like beesleaving the hive, like the grizzly brown bearson the jagged white mountains (concrete and imposing).They call it fear,but I see these ghostsscrambling up into the skyand I like to think it'ssomething different entirely.
clicheTo those who hold bird boneson the edge of their limbs, there are dissipated lungsfilled with skieslonging for pillars of firerather than bottled soulskept in the brink of captivitytoo big for sparrows.To those with the cancerof building and rebuilding their minute sentencesinto salt-shaken metaphors,sometimes a whispertrying to be a rhapsodywill never be the same asa declaration,an aubade on it's own.To those who emptytheir ash trays like cremated dust ontosalivating pores andtwo cents of syllables weepingby your windowsill,there's sand in your mouth.sand so red that oxygenwill mistake it for bloodso your words wi
decayannapii, that's enough.if you can't breatheits because you smell of formaldehyde;preservation and death-worship.the memories you hold remain beautifulembalmed stars, always photogenic,picture-perfect, and precise-coldin the fading warmth of your fistand heart.those stones are dead, cold, weightin the palm of your hand,filling the emptiness with emptinesslike broken promises of a better tomorrow.you've held on too long. let go.
untitledif your heart is a pocket-coin,having too little valueto be of note when it fallsinto the wet gutternot quite thrown away,but forgottenfished out of the dirty puddlesto make a penny-for-a-wish,remember: sometimes,your stars are dead.and the light that cradlesyour daydreams, your wishes,and the hopes too impossible to evenwhisperis a memory; an afterimageof something that has not beenfor a thousand years.
love is all i needcinderella rubs her own pretty facewith fireplace ashes and cellar cobwebsbecausea widow's humble shack and working pridearen't enough for our damsel in distress.why work for a hard day's satisfactionwhen prince charming's slipper and kissare an easy happily ever after?
xxxx-2012shut up. darling, shut up.i'm broken.you can't make me okay.even your "i love you"sare just the final nails in my coffin.its too late.you've buried me in your memoryand i'll always be prematurely buriedscreaming and clawingappealing to ghosts and cemetary dirtuntil even my memory quietly dies away.you've filled the holewasted tears, left the flowers.and turned away to start forgetting.you will forget me.you will stop loving me.and when the tears dryand the flowers wither awayi'll still be here, hoarse and silent.and not worth a damn thing to you.